Im still alive guys!

Im sorry that I haven't been posting here for a while! I'm a sophomore in college now, and its a lot easier to quickly vlog then to write a detailed blog. But I promise when I have some time I will make the next post. but for now please follow me on my you tube channel:  http://www.youtube.com/user/ThySerpentsTongue?feature=mhee

please understand! Its rough being a college student!
I love you guys hang in there! :)

xoxo sophie

Be careful! (9)

Hello all, this is post nine. 

I just wanted to make this post for a few reminders and mistakes some people may be making. 

1. Symbols:

Some theistic likes to wear certain objects, like inverted crosses or pentagrams or a goat skull etc. 

The inverted cross is actually a very religious symbol. It is known as the petrine cross, or St. Peters cross. 

It is said that St. Peter was crucified upside down, by the Origen of Alexandria  He requested to be crucified upside down because he felt not worthy enough to be crucified in the same position as Jesus. The inverted cross of St Peter is a traditional Latin Cross. 

Some people, like to tease theistic satanists because they think we do not know it means its in respects to st. peter. however, to theistic satanists we see this symbol as evil. We scoff at silly st. peter, for preforming such an act to Jesus Christ, God. (see my post about God being the wrong one, the hypocrite.) So therefore the cross has two meanings. 1. st peters crucifixion, a holy christian symbol that is not evil. 2. To theistic satanists, this can mean more than one thing to a believer. For me, it is pure evil. The mocking of st. peter, his foolishness. Also, the image of taking the traditional christan cross of jesus christ, and flipping it to mock him as well. Thats why you see some inverted crosses with jesus upside own. 

so if anyone is making fun of you for wearing this, and trying to make you look stupid, dont let them. It has two meanings. I wear one myself. 

Pentagrams.

These were used symbolically in ancient Greece and Babylonia Wiccans use this symbol as a symbol of faith., and often neopagan faiths incorporate them into jewelry.  Its more a natural like meaning to it. 

Christians once used this to symbolize the five wounds of Jesus.

Satanist (laveyan and theistic) present the pentagram with two points up, often in between two circles, with a goat head in the middle. (sigil of baphomet) 

The Hebrew letters in each corner translate to Leviathan. An evil sea creature coming from Judaic mythology. Leviathan is one of the seven princes of hell, and also its gate keeper. Therefore, you accept Leviathan, you accept the gates of hell. You honor and worship Satan. 

Something to remember. If you say you reject Christianity, you some what don't. For one thing, you cant reject the whole other side. You must accept the bible, how it went. You must understand that God and Jesus exists, all of it, to understand Theistic Satanism. You cannot have one without the other, or our Lord Satan would not exist. 

We reject God, not Christianity. The light is the one that is evil.

So in a sense, we are evil Chrisitians. We worship the other side. 

You must understand that to fully understand. You cannot reject the idea of god, you know he is there. But you hate him. You know his angels exist, you hate them all. 

So you cannot accept one without the other. 

So be careful with how you word things.

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Lilith... Eve.. Adam... the fate of women in the world. (8)

Welcome.. 

So there is been so much mysteries involving "Lilith" so many myths and tales. What is right and what is wrong? There are many different ways to approach this, but this is the story.

Lilith first made her self known was through Jewish folklore. Her actual name did not appear in the creation of the Torah, but she has been referenced in other texts. The most well known, and the story that I believe to the heart.

Lilith was the first wife of Adam, created by God. She was the first woman. Problems rose between them, when Adam tried to show dominance over Lilith during sex. She refused to lay beneath him during sex, saying that they were both created by god, and thus were equal in existence. When Adam refused this proposal, Lilith fled from Eden. She left to gain her independence. Adam told God what happened, and God in response sent three angels (Senoi, Sansensoi, Sammangelof) to bring her back. They found her in a cave giving birth. She refused to return to eden. The angels threatened her, saying if she did not return, they would kill 100 of her children every day. People say in revenge, Lilith became a demonic creature/being, living in hell, she kills other peoples babies (supposedly SIDS)

Along with this story, apparently Lilith returned to Eden, and found that Adam had a new wife Eve. An obedient little bitch created by God just for Adam. In revenge, Lilith had sex with Adam in his sleep, obtaining his seed. With this seed, she created "lilium" which are earth bound demons that were meant to replace her 100 children destroyed by the angels. 

Myths also say that Lilith is responsible for sexual, erotic dreams. And that masturbation and erotic dreams create more demons. 

Lilith is commonly found in Jewish folklore and midrash. The origin of her is of a Sumerian succubus. Many different scholars argue that Lilith was either "the first eve" or a "demon:. Its up to what you believe. I personally believe the story stated about about her being the first Even, and rebelling. 

Lilith and Eve are what have created us women today (these are totally my beliefs,within my theistic satanist beliefs. Everyone, even other satanists are free to have your own opinions, no argument is necessary. Its interesting to see what others have to say and think.) 

God, as stated in an early post is a hypocrite, and a power hungry ruler. Therefore, he made men more powerful than women. He would not let Lilith have control, so therefore cast her out just like he did to Lucifer. See the connection? In turn, he made Eve. An obedient woman, who bears the suffering of all women. Lilith can also tie into our suffering, although she is also seen as a power figure for showing sexual dominance. Yet Lilith and Eve created the pain and sorrow of possibly loss of childbirth. When Lilith was cast out, we were doomed. When Eve took the apple, we were doomed. 

There is just so much to go into depth here. Thats why this post is somewhat long, because lots of people have questioned me about this.

I have stated before that Satan is the dominant figure. He rules over women, and therefore women obey him. 

Throughout history, women have always been oppressed. In  the bible, in history, and even today in 2012. Even though in the U.S and other free countries, women are still oppressed and abused. And if you look at traditional, poorer countries, I dont even have to explain women s suffering there, do I? 

Women will be in constant suffering in one way or another for ever. There are many women revolutions, and rights and laws permitted, and im sure more will come. But nothing will change, because men are viewed as dominant. Even if they dont abuse their mate, or speak ill of her, any of that horrible things, there is still that sense of superiority over us. We will never be free, because Lilith and Eve cursed us all. 

Women will suffer for eternity. 

Lilith and Eve play an importance in satanism to an extent. Lilith, for the fact she is considered a demonic being, that betrayed God. Most theistic satanists (or ones I've spoken to) favor her and respect her for standing up and rebelling (Lucifer rebelled, so do you see the relation?) Eve however plays a more important fate to us satanic women. It  was Satan who tempted her and morphed her perception. Thanks to Eves choice, us women are doomed (with all reasons stated above). However, for Satan, a dominate figure, to trick her shows his power over all women. We, as women, must do all that Satan says. If you are a theistic satanist and female, obey him. Never rebel. 

It just blows my mind of all the connections to this story of Lilith, Adam, and Eve that you can create! So many different ideas and psychological ideas. There is just so much people can derive from just one tale. It turns into many tales. You know what I mean, "the apple symbolizes this..the tree symbolizes this.. Eves choice made this.. Adam is this... blah blah." thats what I mean. Its just so interesting!

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Vampires and Satanism? (7)

Welcome. Sorry for my absence. I've been very busy.


So, there is quite a fascination with vampires all over the globe, starting way back in European history. In Eastern Europe, Greece, Italy, England, and many other countries. Pretty much there is all types of "vampiric" occurrences, legends, myths, books, documentations, all over the world. 


As for myself, I have always loved vampires. I really would like to be one, I even have my own attachable fangs. I love vampires, I love blood. It tastes good to me. I do believe that there are real vampires hidden within the world today. 


Anyway, with all the folklore throughout the centuries, they almost all certainly link to one thing: Demons, Satan, and the underworld in many different countries in one way or another. I believe vampires are linked to Satan in one way: that they are a type of demon. 


In ancient times the term vampire didn't exist until the 18th century when it became very prominent and a hysteria. In ancient times, in most countries, there was lore that described flesh eating, blood sucking supernatural beings  


Im not saying that vampires are directly associated with Satan himself, but I do believe they are a form of a demon, and demons resign in hell. So therefore they are a some kind of satanic creature. No insults to you vampires out there, but these are my beliefs. 


I know Wikipedia is not deemed a reliable website for information, but the stuff they have about vampires is pretty interesting http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vampire 


I have also read many books about the subject too, not just Wikipedia people. :) Reading is one of my major hobbies. So this is something I enjoy learning about. 


My final statement: Vampires are just so mysterious, sexy, and just seem so romantic. Also strong and dangerous. Id love to be turned. 

What do you think hell is like? (6)

Welcome to post six. 

Ive just started a new job, so ive been busy.

Hell has been a topic for centuries. What is it like, does it really exist? 
There has been many hypothesis about it. Here are my opinions, and my ideas. Please share your own ideas, im very interested in knowing what you think hell is like.


After reading Dante's Divine Comedia multiple times, I have gained many ideas of what hell is like from this book and others. 


I believe that hall is a place made up of many different sections, just like that of the inferno. But not exactly the same. Because no one is really sure what its like. But I think there are multiple layers, but Satan and his governors are the only ones who can decide what you will be used for, and where you shall be places. Satan   chooses his concubines, his governors also choose their concubines. The ones they do not wish to use for their own pleasure (including males) will be placed accordingly throughout hell. I don't really think that hell is entirely for punishment like the catholics/christians say. I think if you believe in Satan, and choose his side, he will be good to you in the afterlife. I dont think any other female who worships Satan wouldn't mind being his concubine or any of this governors. I mean I wouldn't mind anyway. 
Other than this I do not believe hell is a "fiery" place entirely. I do believe in what the inferno says, but I also disagree with it entirely. In the Inferno Dante described it as a place that went down. Also in the inferno Satan was not the ruler or creator of hell. I believe that Satan rules hell on a throne of sorts, and he is the creator and ruler of hell. Not god. Satan is the ruler of his own kingdom, since he is a great ruler that God would not allow him to be. I think hell is maybe a more flat area, a desolate place. A sad looking place that reflects Satans sadness and rage for being thrown out by God. I am in between  the whole layout of hell. I think there is a possible way it goes down into different layers like the inferno describes it. I do think it could be both. Some flat places, and then a decreasing few layers to the bottom of hell where Satan rules there. I think it is more cold there than hot. But who really knows? That's just my idea.  
I dont think if you go to hell in the afterlife you will be punished. I think Satan will take care of his followers int he afterlife. I dont think you lose human form in the afterlife. I believe you are still the same person you are when you arrive there. I don't think there are any "spirit" form. I do not reject anyone else  ideas. I accept them all, because in reality we don't know what its really like there. I know that in the world there are some people who have seen other dimensions. But until we die, we wont know what will happen. 
Who knows? 
Please share your thoughts bellow. 

What the media has done, and how it effects this culture. (5)

Welcome to post five everyone!


Most of the negativity, arguably, is due to the media's portrayal of the gothic subculture. Absolutely every aspect of this culture is stereotyped. Almost all of the gothic stereotypes are wrong! Everything varies in the culture. Now not many people like to argue "labels" no one likes to label themselves, but lets be honest. Many people follow a certain trend or fashion type, that they make into their own, to be comfortable and happy. It is the same with the gothic subculture.
Were going to move in a circle here.


First of all, the media does not give the gothic subculture a good wrap. The media has transformed us into what are the "drug addicts, losers, lazy asses, people who hang out in graveyards, and plain old creepy people who slaughter animals." These are labels I have heard many times. There are millions im sure, that you people have heard as well. We are always categorized as "wrong." I remember one time I went on the subway, and a couple actually got up so they didn't have to sit next to me. Then one time in Cvs, I little girl actually cried. Crazy, isnt it? Now I don't think I dress as hardcore as others do. There is a whole spectrum of clothing people in this subculture wear. Everyone's style is their own creation. It is "them".
Now my style personally is in between. Some days are more outrageous than others. I tend to stick towards the more Victorian-elegant gothic fashion. I love dresses, long coats, mary jane shoes and combat boots. All black, of course. Everyone's selection is different.
Sadly, everyone associates us as "bad"
In high school everyone thought I was the bad kid, the bad girl who did drugs and killed things. I earned the nick name "the girl from the ring" all through middle school and high school. Yet, I did no drugs, I didn't drink, or smoke. I was actually an honor roll student, who took private Japanese classes outside of high school. I was a very good student. I was just different. I was always picked on in high school, and even now in college sometimes. But I stand my ground, some people are even a little scared to approach me, because I can get quite angry when im insulted. I don't really understand how im intimidating sometimes, im only 5'2 and 98lbs.  You never know who the bad people are, you just cant go and assume its the people who wear all black and are into different types of music. Yet the cheerleader or math club leader could be the bad ones doing drugs and all of that hoopla. 
I must say though, things have changed in college. My college is a private university, and there are a lot of fancy fufu people that go there. I am the only person from the Gothic subculture who attends this university. I don't really get picked on or questioned, people. Most of them are really respectful. I made some great friends so far. But there's always going to be those students at university that love to pick on the different kids. I have had a few incidents in classes so far, but it doesn't really happen to much in college that I know of. But there will always be those assholes. 
Its unknown if the media will every give us a good wrap. There are many great people from this culture who are successful. I consider myself to be a good Representative of this culture, showing what its really like. That we are not bad people, who actually do great things. I go to college full time and work, I am a English major and a classical literature minor. I speak Japanese, and I am currently learning German in college. I want to work maybe in a museum of some sort. My friend, also part of the culture, wants to be a musician and also practices martial arts. 
If others would actually open their eyes, and not associate us with bad people, things would be alot easier. My mother, as I grew up always thought I would have no friends and go down a bad path, just because I wore black. I proved her wrong, and now she is so proud of me. 
You cant let the media or anyone in your life take you down or judge you just because you love, and feel comfortable for dressing a certain way! It makes me so angry. No matter what you dress like, black, pink yellow whatever, no one has the right to judge you or say you are a horrible person. They do not know you. If they judge you, and many people sadly do, just give them both middle fingers. You are you, the media and  ignorant people cannot change you or your life. You run your life. No one else. 

The war we cannot see (4)

"The beast was given a mouth to utter proud words and blasphemies and to exercise its authority for forty-two months. It opened its mouth to blaspheme God, and to slander his name and his dwelling place and those who live in heaven"

Welcome to post four. I must say thank you all for the support.

I would also like to stress this: 

I am not here to say that any form of violence is okay, I am not making theistic satanism out to be malicious. This blog is not intended to hurt ANYONE. I repeat, this blog is not intended to hurt ANYONE. This is a peaceful blog to bring people of the same faith together, and to just share my life's beliefs with you all. I got a message today that asked what about the people who kill other people in the name of satan? here is the answer:

Those people who truly hurt others and animals, are mentally ill. They are sick people who need help. Those are the people you see in the movies, and on tv who get hauled off to asylums and prison. Please do not associate this blog with any of that. I am not to be associated with that, I do not want to be responsible for deaths or wind up on nancy grace. Thanks. Please do not say I am mentally ill either, for I am not. Its hypocritical to say such a thing, for I am the same as any other religion, except I agree with the other side. I do nothing that is illegal, or dangerous. I do not harm others or animals, and I am not racist. I am a peaceful person  just here to share my thoughts and beliefs. Just wanted to make that clear. Now on with post four. 

Since the day that Lucifer was cast down, known to be Satan, there a eternal war was declared. It is still going on to this day, until the world ceases to exist. Angels, and demons are fighting here on our land and skies. We cannot see them, but perhaps some of you can see demons and angels. Just like some people can see ghosts and the supernatural. It is the same idea. Satans forces versus God's forces. It is unsure who's side is currently winning. That is up to you to believe. 

Satan however will rise up when the war reaches its peak. Im speaking of the Revelation 13. 

"The dragon stood on the shore of the sea. And I saw a beast coming out of the sea. It had ten horns and seven heads, with ten crowns on its horns, and on each head a blasphemous name. 2 The beast I saw resembled a leopard, but had feet like those of a bear and a mouth like that of a lion.The dragon gave the beast his power and his throne and great authority. 3 One of the heads of the beast seemed to have had a fatal wound, but the fatal wound had been healed. The whole world was filled with wonder and followed the beast. 4 People worshiped the dragon because he had given authority to the beast, and they also worshiped the beast and asked, “Who is like the beast? Who can wage war against it?” 

 (http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Revelation+13&version=NIV)

Satan and himself will rise from the sea, and the world will be in sudden apocalypse. This could happen anytime, we do not know. The war will reach its peak, and then judgement day will draw near. Judgement day is referred to as the end of days. If you all dont remember, there was a scare of this back in May. True Christians/Catholics took this to heart, my mother didn't know for sure if it would happen, but she told me, "If anything happens, I hope to see you in heaven. If you or your brother are left on Earth, do not join Satan. Fight for your life, hide from the others. Survive. I love you." This was touching, but it didnt happen. Of course though, I am already saved for judgement day. When the selection of the good people Jesus chooses from the entire Earth will rise up, those who are left will be left to survive on the Earth. You have two options: 1.) Reject the devils hand, or 2.) fight with the rest of the world for food and survival. Demons will also be ravishing the Earth. Killing those who do not accept Satan. So those who do accept Satan, will be saved by him and go to the kingdom of hell. I know this sounds all exciting and all, but its actually terrifying. We do not know when this will happen, or if it does. It could be millions of years from now. This may sound crazy to some of you, but its actually an idea very discussed by millions of devoted Catholics and Christians. They also believe in the divine war that is going on, that we cannot see. 

I find it annoying when people call me crazy when I talk about these things. Then why doesnt society pick on the Christians and Catholics who also believe in this? We share the SAME beliefs, but worships the other sides. I am a normal person, too. I go to college full time and work like everyone else in the world. I just have different beliefs. Everyone is different, there are different religions for a reason. Just follow what you believe in, and dont let others kick you down.